You opened the delivery app again without deciding to. The same thing you ordered yesterday. And the day before.
Not because you were hungry.
You can't remember the last time hunger felt like anything recognizable.
Since the funeral, since the diagnosis, since the call you never wanted to receive-eating has become something else entirely. When you lose someone who shared meals with you, cooked beside you, or simply sat across the table-your appetite often changes dramatically. Some people can barely swallow. Others can't stop reaching for something, anything, to put in their mouths.
Neither response means you're broken. Both mean your body is trying to survive something it was never designed to process.